My Journey,  My Faith

{written by candice landis} ©2012

 

I Have Been Accused Of Using My Past As  An Excuse 

For Some Of The Things That I Do

I Have Examined This Closely And Found That It Was True 

And I Have Set About Changing Those Things That I Needed To 

 

I'm Not Perfect By Any Means And I Will Never Claim To Be 

It Took 40 Years For All Of That Negativity To Be Instilled In Me

With Jesus's Help Though I Am Now Setting My Soul Free  

I've Also Been Told I Will Never Change, That It's An Impossibility

 

To That I Say, Have A Little Faith In Jesus, And In Me

I Know It Will Not Happen Over Night But It Will Come Gradually 

I Can Already Feel It Happening, So Please Don't Be So Quick To Judge Me 

You Have Not Walked My Path Nor Experienced My Pain And  Misery

 

Just Know That Jesus  Has Shined His Light Upon My Sin

And In His Heart, In His Love For Me He Understands And He Has Forgiven 

I Am No Longer That Poor Abused Unloved Little Girl Begging For Attention 

I'm A Woman Fully Grown And To The Lord I've Given My Confession  

 

In My Heart Is Stored  All That Love I For So Long Have Longed To Bestow

Every Day Jesus Fills My Heart And It Continues To Grow   

So Please Don't Be So Eager To Judge Me For You Really Don't Know  

I Have A Deep Deep Faith And It's Seed I Will Spread And Help Sew   

 

I Believe Deep In My Heart There Is A Reason I Survived All Of That 

And That Is Because Jesus Led Me Through So Today I Could Be Where I'm At 

You Don't Have To Like Me Or Even Approve Of Who I Am  

Just Know That I Am A Child Of God, A Real Person, And Try To Understand 

 

I Don't Mean You Any Harm And I'm Not Out To Hurt Anyone 

I'm Just A Woman Immersed In Her Faith With A Heart Full Of Love

Trying To Learn The Right Ways In Life With Help From Our Lord Above 

I'll Be The First To Admit That I Have A Lot To Overcome 

 

I Have Learned There Is Only One Who Has The Right To Judge

That Is Our Lord And He Does So With Forgiveness And Love

We Can All Stand To Be A Little More Forgiveing 

I Don't Know About You But For Me That Has Been The Hardest Thing

 

I Wont Give Up, It's A Struggle I Am Determined To Win

Jesus Sees My Struggle Whithin, Wraps Me In His Love And Helps Me With It  

Being Perfect Is An Impossibility, That's Something Only Our Lord Can Be

Jesus Has Said To Me, "Child Just Be The Best You Can Be For Me"

And That My Brothers And Sisters Is What I'm Trying To Achieve 

 

No Matter Who You Are Or What Age, No Matter What Walk Of Life

Turn To Jesus And Give Him Your Pain, Let Him Take Your Strife 

Give Him Praise For Getting You As Far As Today 

Jeusus Loves You Like No Other, No Matter What Others Say

 

Lift Your Hands To Him And Pray, Ask Him To Lead You The Rest Of The Way

Forgive The Ones Who Gave You Pain And Pray They Too Find Jesus Someday

For He Can Take From Them Too Their Bitterness And Pain 

Be Amazed As He Fills All Our Hearts With Beauty And Grace 

 

Don't Be Afraid In Life No Matter What You Must Face

God Is Right Beside You, Don't Turn Away  

He Is Waiting With Open Arms To Hear Whatever You Have To Say

Trust In Him, Love Him, Give Him Praise, He Will See You Through All The Rest Of

Your Days

 

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