The Wife Of A Bi Polar Man
{Written By Candice Landis 03/27/2014}
Dear Jesus Here We Go Again
He's A Complete Stranger, He Isn't The Same Man
He's Getting Lost Inside His Mind
Satan Has Snuck Up On Us From Behind
Please Help Him Father To Come Back To Me
Please Help Me Understand And Be What He Needs
I'm So Frustrated And I Feel So Alone
The Person He Is Right Now I Do Not Know
He's Cocky, Mean, And Oh So Arrogant
That His Med's Aren't Working Is Glaringly Apparent
His Thoughts And Behavior So Bizarre
Help Me Help Him Father, Before He Goes Too Far
I Love This Man That You Chose For My Mate
When He Gets Like This Though He So Full Of Hurt And Hate
Lost In The Abusive Memories Of His Past
Father, How Could Anyone Treat A Child Like That?
Please Help Him Father And Sooth His Wounded Soul
I Took Him To The Hospital , It's Where He Wanted To Go
I Tried To Take Care Of Him Here But I Am Not Equipped
I Thought If I Held On To Him Tight Enough Into That Painful Void He Would Not Slip
He Told Me He Loved Me And It Would Be Okay
Then He Thanked Me For Taking Him Where He Feels Safe
It Breaks My Heart Father Every Time This Happens
It Leaves Me Broken And Feeling Abandoned
I Hate To See Him Lost Inside So Much Pain
Drowning In Sorrow, Suffocating In Shame
I Would Shelter Him From it All If Only I Could
I'd Remove All His Painful Memories And Leave Only The Good
He Is My Rock Though And I Will Not Lose Faith
I Will Not Abandon Him In This Difficult Race
He Has An Illness With Which We Must Deal
Our Faith Is Strong And Our Love Made Of Steel
With Your Help Father We Will Overcome
He Will Get Better And The Devils Dance Will Be Done
We Will Be United And Stand Together As One
Nothing Can Defeat Us When We Are Surrounded By Your Heavenly Love