Lost
{Written By, Candice Landis 08/12/2014}
Father I am Consumed By Fear And Confusion
I Watch As My Husband Has Delusion After Delusion
Once Again Falling Victim To This Bi Polar Disease
Please Bring Him Back To Me Father, I'm On My Knee's
Is It Because I Often Take Him For Granted
Is It Because We've Become Disenchanted
What Do I Need To Do To Help This Situation
Direct Me Father Towards Our Salvation
Help Me To Be What He Needs
Clear His Vision And Slow Down His Mind So He See's
He's Been Through So Much Father And Has Continued On
He's Worked Hard And Loved His Family And Been So Strong
Please Heal Him Father And I Promise To Try And Do Better
I'll Stop Getting Frustrated And Put In Extra Effort
I Just Want My Husband Back , However Cranky And Guarded He Might Be
I Love Him Father And His Love And Support I Desperately Need
It Pains Me To See Him Like This, Lost In A World Of Abuse And Frustration
Going Back To His Abusive Childhood With A Determined Fixation
Spouting Nonsense That Was Hurled At Him In The Past
Please Take That Away Father, Heal His Wounded Heart At Last
Let Him Forgive The Damage Done To Him By Parents Who Didn't Know
Let Him Forgive And Uproot The Seeds Of Darkness And Doubt That Were Sewn
Show Him How Treasured And Loved In This World He Truly Is
In Jesus Name I Pray And Ask You For This